Funny how I'm always right... Feels like I was hit by a truck!
This will not be a good day...
This will not be a good day...
On the other day I was having a conversation with a friend about relationship and ended up talking about two of my relationship and how they destroyed me!
But when I say, they destroyed me, its because they really destroyed me completely... They destroy my ability to trust other guys, my ability to trust men became zero. Nowadays I always doubt every single word of men...
And why?
Well simple... The fact a person discover her boyfriend betrayed her with another girl have this effect!
The fact some one discover - on her birthday - the significant one have another girlfriend have that effect and for life!
And why I'm talking about that? Because afterward that conversation I realized how I just started to build walls around me, how I always push people away even when I like somebody. I realized my first reaction is always being severe, even when I just want to hold on to that person and never let him go. But no... I'm harsh! Afterwards I regret my reaction and never know how to reverse it.
Fun thing, since that day, the music "Wrecking Ball" is playing in my head! Actually, two music sang by James Arthur have been playing in my head ever since...
So, today's Fourth Music, is very a personal post...
And enjoy the rest of your day!
But when I say, they destroyed me, its because they really destroyed me completely... They destroy my ability to trust other guys, my ability to trust men became zero. Nowadays I always doubt every single word of men...
And why?
Well simple... The fact a person discover her boyfriend betrayed her with another girl have this effect!
The fact some one discover - on her birthday - the significant one have another girlfriend have that effect and for life!
And why I'm talking about that? Because afterward that conversation I realized how I just started to build walls around me, how I always push people away even when I like somebody. I realized my first reaction is always being severe, even when I just want to hold on to that person and never let him go. But no... I'm harsh! Afterwards I regret my reaction and never know how to reverse it.
Fun thing, since that day, the music "Wrecking Ball" is playing in my head! Actually, two music sang by James Arthur have been playing in my head ever since...
So, today's Fourth Music, is very a personal post...
And enjoy the rest of your day!
19! Yesterday I went to pick up the certificate of my former lecture about Design UI & UX and there was that 19, my grade! I did not expected it, to be honest I was expecting something like 14 or 15, but not 19. So damn good!!
Of course I felt super good about myself.
But at this moment I just want my current lecture to finish, and I just think "One more day!" but actually is 12 more hours.
Need holidays!
I'm not very tattooed or pierced (nowadays) but I know its complicated and boring to hear certain comments!
People are just don't comprehend things outside from their concept of normality, and everything out from that concept motivates comments, confrontation, etc.
Generally I hear comments like "This hurt?", "Why do you do that?", "At work, people don't tell you nothing?", "Have you think how you will look like with 60 years old?" or recently "How do you kiss with that piercing on your lip?"
My concept of normality is different, I know.
What I do with my body, is my own! I do it, because I like it, I enjoy myself this way. Love to see myself in the mirror with tattoos and piercings and make me happy. I wouldn't be happy in another.
Please stop judging others!
But the fact I have piercings and tattoos, doesn't mean I'm a slut, that I drug myself or rob or mislead others.
On the contrary!
I consider myself a good person, a good friend, help other whenever I can and I - truly - love to work... I even volunteer!
If you are curious about some issues, just ask normally never with a tone or funny faces... Come on, grow up!
By the way, body modification is an ancient thing. Its not a modern art.
In fact, since pre-history body modification exists, and some tribes tattooed as a curative method.
And enjoy the rest of your day!
People are just don't comprehend things outside from their concept of normality, and everything out from that concept motivates comments, confrontation, etc.
Generally I hear comments like "This hurt?", "Why do you do that?", "At work, people don't tell you nothing?", "Have you think how you will look like with 60 years old?" or recently "How do you kiss with that piercing on your lip?"
My concept of normality is different, I know.
What I do with my body, is my own! I do it, because I like it, I enjoy myself this way. Love to see myself in the mirror with tattoos and piercings and make me happy. I wouldn't be happy in another.
Please stop judging others!
But the fact I have piercings and tattoos, doesn't mean I'm a slut, that I drug myself or rob or mislead others.
On the contrary!
I consider myself a good person, a good friend, help other whenever I can and I - truly - love to work... I even volunteer!
If you are curious about some issues, just ask normally never with a tone or funny faces... Come on, grow up!
By the way, body modification is an ancient thing. Its not a modern art.
In fact, since pre-history body modification exists, and some tribes tattooed as a curative method.
And enjoy the rest of your day!
This year is the year of training!
I already made 2 workshops, have another ongoing and if everything goes my way, will be making 2 more until the end of the year.
The first one I did, this year, was UI & UX Design. Was very interesting and I refreshed my knowledge about this issues and added new ones.
The second training was Facebook and Instagram Ads, with VirgÃnia Coutinho. I wanted to make this workshop for some time and managed to make it in June.
This workshop opened my eyes about how facebook gather information about its users and how companies can use this information to make profits. The potential is enormous!
Literally, you can do almost everything.
This workshop last 2 days, after hours and honestly I thought this workshop could last at least a couple more hours, due the complexity and functionality of Facebook Business Platform. If you are curious about this platform, go here: https://business.facebook.com/
And if you want to take this workshop, go: http://virginiacoutinho.com/ or search Virginia on facebook 😉
By the way, this training is free of charge. I love it and advice everyone whom want to improve online presence to another level to make this training.
At this moment, I'm taking another training of Post Production of Video. Admit its been a challenge because I have little knowledge of editing or production of video and the exercises are a bit hard for me. Among almost 30, I'm one of few with little or no knowledge in this area. Really have to train and exercise. In the end, will be an exam and I want a good grade... The pressure!
And enjoy the rest of your day!
I already made 2 workshops, have another ongoing and if everything goes my way, will be making 2 more until the end of the year.
The first one I did, this year, was UI & UX Design. Was very interesting and I refreshed my knowledge about this issues and added new ones.
The second training was Facebook and Instagram Ads, with VirgÃnia Coutinho. I wanted to make this workshop for some time and managed to make it in June.
This workshop opened my eyes about how facebook gather information about its users and how companies can use this information to make profits. The potential is enormous!
Literally, you can do almost everything.
This workshop last 2 days, after hours and honestly I thought this workshop could last at least a couple more hours, due the complexity and functionality of Facebook Business Platform. If you are curious about this platform, go here: https://business.facebook.com/
And if you want to take this workshop, go: http://virginiacoutinho.com/ or search Virginia on facebook 😉
The second one I completed Digital Marketing from Google, via Atelier Digital (ver aqui:
https://learndigital.withgoogle.com/atelierdigitalportugal)
https://learndigital.withgoogle.com/atelierdigitalportugal)
Its super complete, divide into 23 modules and have almost 90 lessons. In the end, you do an exam and if you pass, you get a certification. I felt so proud of myself. Passed at first without errors!
At this moment, I'm taking another training of Post Production of Video. Admit its been a challenge because I have little knowledge of editing or production of video and the exercises are a bit hard for me. Among almost 30, I'm one of few with little or no knowledge in this area. Really have to train and exercise. In the end, will be an exam and I want a good grade... The pressure!
And enjoy the rest of your day!
